Sunday, May 23, 2004

you know,im kinda disappointed.with this friend of mine.i dont know why she thinks that way.it kinda hurts.i wanna explain to you.but i dont know how.wanting to do it but i dont know how to say it.you keep thinking that way.what can i do?sighs.i guess you should know who you are.cause i know you are smart enough to guess.just wanna tell you that i do treasure you.someone i do trust.someone i love as a friend.iloveyou.muahhs.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/23/2004 05:58:00 PM

my chinese os are approaching.and i aint studying much.oh no!!lols.i need to study.i need the motivation.no motivation.i wanna get A1 for my chinese.by hook or by crook.but how am i going to fulfill my wish now?sighs.

wells.took back some of my papers.did quite badly.failed eng phy/bio ss.heh.all failed by a few marks.sobb.but i passed my maths!!!!!!!!im so happy.like finally.lols.wells.school tmr.boring.checking paper again.and netball practice again.cheerleading again.oh no!! cheerleading is not for me.so bimbotic i swear.i think im gona ponn on tuesday!!!so malu!and KAHYEE is gonna be one of the judges.*faint
laughs.i swear all she is gonna do is laugh and laugh.AT ME.lols.

alright.guides started once again.sian.lols.was training the sec ones.and their footdrill ah.im gonna faint!cause all my hard work had gone down to the drain.sobbs.my best friend was with me throughout the whole meeeting.lols.i guess she was bored.lols.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/23/2004 05:45:00 PM

hehs.
at home right now.rotting.lols.
went for the walkathon and yepp.
so tiring.
didnt wanna go.
but was forced to.
lols.
but i dont mind.
but i overslept!lols.woke up at 7.when peii called me.lols.felt so bad.made chewting and peiii wait for me.lols.took a cab there and yep.was on time la.lols.was devastated cause i HAVE TO WALK 8 KM!!!!!!!can you imagine how long is that?lols.not suprisingly,my back gave me problems again.was aching.heh.yupp.i tot i would be damn tiredd.but i was wrong.i wasnt that tiredd.lols.maybe cause of the weather.maybe cause i wasnt carrying anything?lols.obs is worst.lols.yupp.lunch at macs with dan and peii.yepp.then went home and SLEEP.lols.thats my favourite.heh.suppose to go study.but i was damn tiredd.so i gave that a miss.haha.sorry peii..lols.

it was my daughter's birthday yday.so..

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JIANGHAN!!!!!

lols.hope you had a great birthday.sorry.had to postpone your celebration.heh.anyway you tc yeah?iloveyou.muahhs.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/23/2004 05:10:00 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2004

lalala.i love this song

feat. P. Diddy
[P. Diddy - talking]
Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I'ma call you right back
I'm doin this mixtape right here
Now back to what I was sayin

[Verse 1 - Mario Winans]
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Verse 2 - Mario Winans]
Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Break - Mario Winans]
Baby taught you better then me (taught you better then me)
Then why you fall asleep (why you fall asleep)
Shove 'em off and stay, what you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)

[Verse 3 - P. Diddy]



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I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided ma
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the Western Beach (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave
Holla, yeah

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/15/2004 10:13:00 PM

wells.
i just read somebody's blogg.was rather touchedd.haha.that i nearly criedd. :(

well.this sweetie lil girl is my best friend.petrina si.
lols.yupp.so sweet of you.left me this msg.short yet sweet.
yupp.glad you didnt give me up.glad that that thought didnt work out.
or i will be so..sad..wells.gonna miss you so much.yupp.i felt that we are losing touch.she makes happy.she crapps me up.but please dont think that way.been wanting to spend time with you.but i dont know why.you seems to be so busy.so i didnt ask.yupp.but im still glad that you are my best friend.hehe.what they said really hurt me too.but yupp.i shall ignore it.wells.hope that we could spend some time together.cause especially after semester two,i wont be seeing much of you anymore.hehe.i understand that sometimes you dont fit into the surroundings.i understand that.hehe.yupp.noone can ever replace you in my heart too.iloveyou best friend!!muahhs.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/15/2004 08:07:00 PM

well.had a very bad cramp just now.but now okayy alr.lols.it was that bad that i had fainting spells and felt like vomiting.was perspiring cold sweat then.lols.but i slept a lil.and ta-da.im fine!thats why im online!heh.well.was practically at home the whole day.bleahh.so boring!lols.wells.jayne and jh had their art paper just now.how was it?lols.i hope its fine.heh.

wells.i had a VERY bad day yesterday.but i shant talk about it here.hehe.but i soon cheered up all thanks to jayne..ahaha she made me laugh.hmm.was msging her.lols.wells.then was msging bimbo chew at night.lols.cant wait for our date!lols!BIMBO!!!ARE YOU EXCITED??I M !!!!lols.date with her after sch on tues.go drink coffee and chit chat.lols.

alright.exams are finally over.gonna have a break.but not for long.cause i have to start mugging for my chinese O level paper which is on the 31st may. =s

hehe.im thinking of changing my template.ilove this template.but pple said its screwed.well.shall see.haha.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/15/2004 07:52:00 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

i am going for my buffet soon.

happy mother's day everybody.

and to gaby: yupp.i read your blogg.sighs.i dont know what to say.but what i have to say is she is my best friend.and its hard letting go of this friendship so easily you know?yupp.i dont know.im sorry. :(

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/09/2004 12:38:00 PM

Friday, May 07, 2004

i have fallen in love with this song.its great.iloveit.lols.

Lately been thinkin bout you baby
Just sittin away watchin the dayz go by [x2]

Have you ever felt a breeze hit your heart.
Like the wind was blowing it apart.
Had you spinning like a merry-go-round.
Indications of a storm touching down.
I wish that I could weather any storm.
But I guess it was heartbreak from the norm.
It was a day that I will always remember.
The saddest day in sweet November.

[Chorus]
Lately I've been watching you.
Been thinking about you baby.
And everything you do.
Just sittin' away watching the days go by.

I'm on my knees praying God help me please.
Bring my baby back, right back to me.
If loving you is right I don't ever want to be wrong.
Instead I drown myself with tears.
Sittin' here singing another sad love song

[Chorus x2]
Lately I've been torn apart.
I wish you wouldn't have broke my heart.
I’m missing you baby, missing you every day

[Chorus out]

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/07/2004 12:17:00 PM

recently
i just realised how cold
two faced
hypocritical
this world can get.hmms.
maybe im slow.
maybe im too naive to actually realise it.
hehe.
but im glad to have friends who are always there for me.
ilove them so much.
lols

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/07/2004 12:12:00 PM

alrights.i just screwed my damn biology paper todayy.fuck.i didnt read the question properly.they asked to answer two question in section B and i only answered one.damn.minus 10 marks already.shit.hmpf.dont wanna talk abt todayy.spoil my day only.alright.lets talk abt my day yday.

hmms.i had ss paper and sc(phy/bio) mcq paper yday.my ss paper was okayy.but my mcq paper?im preparing to fail it.pouts.i can actually fall asleep halfway through the paper.all thanks to the stupid weather.so nice for what?make me sleep only.hehe.wells.i had a bad day yday.you know why?okayy.let me tell you.went macs to study.after staying there for quite some time,i realised that i left my foolscape paper in school.now.i know you pple will ask"only foolscape paper only what??"hehe.but inside the foolscape paper got alot of privatre stuff.kahyee's letter and erika's letter.and kahyee was so pissed off when i left it in school,so i had to go all the way back to school to get the foolscape paper.and when i found it?guess what?i found kahyee's letter but lost erika's letter.fuck.and what's worst is that..ahh.dont say.or else EVERYONE will start laughing at me!!so maluating can??pouts.but only jayne jianghan peiii qb cherine kahyee and sl knows.hehe.so unlucky!!what a bad day.

hehe.i m gonna go study at macs again later.hahas.with my darlinggs of course.hehe.

weelllls.there is something else that i wanna say.hmms.best friend!!you have to read this okayy?alrights.here it goes:-

hey best friend.lols.wells.im glad things are turning better and yepp.there is something that i want you to promise me.promise me to tell me what you're thinking abt the next time okayy??i dont care whether issit abt her or what.just tell me okayy?im your best friend and you are mine.so must tell me okayy?or else i cant do anything.hehe.and nah.you haven lose me yet.im still here.hehe.okayys.remember the promise okayy?can promise me?lols.tc yeah?iloveyou.muahhhhs.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/07/2004 11:41:00 AM

Sunday, May 02, 2004

im sorry peii jayne jianghan..haha.cause i last min back out.bleahh.hmms.i think you pple are right.i still have to face the whole world on monday.so why not now?lols.hahas.alrights.iloveyou pple yeah??lols.my darling friends.imissyou! :))

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/02/2004 12:26:00 AM

you seem like a stranger to me now.
from a friend to a stranger.
i cant read your mind.
why do you have to be self-centred?
maybes thats just you.
i dont know whats going on in your life.
is it an coincidence?
that whenever i ask you,
you seem to disappear?
alright.
im just gonna let this go.
i'll try.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/02/2004 12:23:00 AM

Saturday, May 01, 2004

rightss...
im confused.
hmm.
im thinking.
it seems like i dont know anything abt u.
i tot i am your friend.
but i guess im not.
i guess this is just a one-sided thing.
i guess im right.
i think i shouldnt bother much abt you anymore.
cause i think there are pple out there who i think
deserves my time than you.
oh great.
you make me worry for you.
and yet you arent telling me
what am i suppose to do?
besides worrying for you?
i hate you.
but i cant bring myself to hate you.
cause you are my friend.
a friend whom i trust.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/01/2004 11:41:00 PM

changed new template!!nice??lols.and im changing my tag board!!lols.cause my tagg got prob!!hehe.
my template nice not?lols.anyway,i am feeling so much better now!!all thanks to my hubby once again... :))
iloveyou hubby!!you better come home tonight!OR no DINNNER for you!!lols. :))

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/01/2004 08:52:00 PM

anyway,i had my english paper yday.it was alright i guess.argh.i shall not talk abt my paper anymore.grr.
i just had my haircut.its so short.i mean.when i tie it up.grr.

ah.i have no mood.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/01/2004 05:34:00 PM

to someone : who the hell are you la.why?scared issit?i dare you to write out your fucking name la!so childish my gosh!!anyway,you suck too!!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 5/01/2004 05:22:00 PM