Sunday, October 26, 2003

wheeeee!!
haha.going for obs tmr!!lols.oh!!!!!!i must say this.i was so bored last night that i was watching PSC night on channel eight.saw ZHANG SHAN WEI on tv.lols.reminded me of jayne yong that bai chi.lols.i started laughing so loud can?lols.luckily i was alone at home.haha.i dint know he had quite a lot of fans in singapore?they were cheering so loud for him can?lols.but haha.im not into this kinda thing.hmms.packed all the stuff i need for obs liaos?lols.hmms.shall go read blogs.heh.and blog later?lols.

Close
Across the miles, it's funny to me
How far you are but how near you seem to be
I could talk all night just to hear you breath
I could spend my life just living this dream
You're all I'll ever need

:: Chorus ::
You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, never been
This close

With all the loves I used to know
I kept my distance, I never let go
But in your arms I know I'm safe
'Cause I've never been held and I've never been kissed
In this way
You're all I'll ever need, you're all I'll ever need

:: Repeat Chorus ::

Close enough to see it's true
Close enough to trust in you
Closer now than any words can say

And when, when I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, I've never been
This close

:: Repeat Chorus ::

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/26/2003 03:31:00 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2003

peiii invades!!

mj!!yoohoo!think you abit pa jiao eh?no wonder your tagboard the font thingy so big.still can come tell me you typed correctly.haha.dots.sighs..you're leaving for obs on monday.sobx.:( will miss ya yea.take cares..and hope you lose some of your fats there.haha.have fun at obs!miss me!*muacks*

peiii leavesss!!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/25/2003 07:44:00 PM

ohh!!!!!durians durians durians!!im enjoying myself with durians!!!haha.wanna enjoy the food here before goign for the obs!!lols.oh wells.durian!!here i come!!lols

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/25/2003 07:31:00 PM

"Where You Are"

There are times
I swear I know you're here
When I forget about my fears
Feeling you my dear
Watchin over me
And my hope seeks
What the future will bring
When you wrap me in your wings
And take me:

[Chorus]

Where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again
We'll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be
Where you are

And I can see your face
Your kiss I still can taste
Not a memory erased
Oh, I see your star
Shining down on me
And I'd do anything
If I could just
Be right there:

[CHORUS]

Then I will be free
So take me where you are
Now baby there were times when selfishly
I'm wishing that you are here with me
So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes
And make you see
That every night while you are dreamin
I'm here to guard you from a far
And anytime I feel alone
I close my eyes and just be there:
Where you are
Where you and I can breathe together
(and we will breathe together baby)
Once again (oh, we'll be dancing in the moonlight)
We'll be dancin in the moonlight
Just like we used to be
And you'll be smilin back at me
(only then will I be free)
Then I will be free
Baby I still believe
Oh I've got to believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there Where you are
I still believe
Oh I've got to believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there
Where you are
Oh where you are
I've got to believe
I'll always be waiting here
That sweet day yeah
Only wanna be where you are
I still believe

hehe.nice song?haha.i love this song. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/25/2003 06:55:00 PM

roar.my sis is getting on my nerves!!!she used the net for so long.i wanna use she dont allow?give me time limit somemore!wth.she wants to use,i let her use.i want to use she dont let me use.wth?argh.heck.
oh wells.going for obs soon.will be missing my friends.jayne dan peiii ky pet.esp jayne peiii and dan.have been with them like everyday?i will miss them mans.somemore im going for 5 days.sighs.lols.bt i know i am gonna have fun there!!:) lols.oh wells.i read my hubby's blog.she sounded sad.heh.so i shall leave a tinney winny msg for her.

kahyee:hubby!!dont so sad yeah??i cant be there for you when im in obs?yeah.you take care yeah??maybe i know what happened.do i?hmms.i know you well enough to say that.oh wells,gtg!!i love you to the bits!!!!!*muackss* *big hug*

haha.well pple dont get the wrong idea.i dont like her in that way.and she knows that i dont like her in that way too.lols.oh.im going to thailand during the dec hols.haha.12122003.on the 12th of dec.bleahs.but peii is going on the 17th?am i right?oh wells.dont feel like going.but they booked my ticket liaos.gtg.damn!lols.oh!!i changed my template!!nice?haha.im sick of my old template!!black!!trying something new!!lols.oh wells.shall go read blogs!!tata!i love you pple!!:)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/25/2003 06:20:00 PM

Friday, October 24, 2003

hehe.im so bored.all alone right now.dont feel like going out.yeah.
had a sex talk yday.lols.it was boring larh.fell asleep can?lols.but i learnt some stuff there larh.im against abortion now!lols.this is one thing i learnt:
being together --> hand holding --> simple goodnight kiss --> prolonged kiss --> necking
lols.so funny.hmms.then they showed us a video.so sad can?all the babies!!!!sighs.it made me lose my appetide a little.but yeah.then me peii dan jayne went to our old sch coffeeshop and eat.i miss the chicken rice there!!lols.then we went town to shop for my bung's prezzie.then dan went home to meet her *ahem*darling.me peii and jayne went to graffiti cafe to slack and talk quite a bit.and we were waiting for tiff to come as it was her bdae yday?yeah.she took so long to come can?met my girlfriend there.hehe.i love her to bits.my childhood friend and sweetheart!!then when tiff reached,jayne and peiii damn best man.they went to the toilet.left me and tiff there.go toilet go until so long!guessed they were stuck in the toiletbowl.lols.then we met dan and cass and later poh dex and poh's friend.lols.so weird.then we went coffee club and slack?heh.talk till 7 ++ then left.went back to tp and cause i have decided to leave.heh
wanna go and work?lols.money money money!!lols.oh wells.shall go read blogs.heh. :)

HAPPY BELATED BDAE TIFF AND CASS!!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/24/2003 03:28:00 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

oh wells.went dan's house today.baked brownies.but i tell you it was damn unsuccessfull!!bleahs.the brownies too soft.then became too chao da!!!lols.i guess dan me and peii can nv be chef mans!!!lols.had fun there larh.i tell you arh.dan's sister nicole is so irritating kaes!!!irritate the hell out of me and peii!!lols.woke up so early in the morning.at 9 plus?lols.was damn tired can?then the journay to dan's hse so long.and i dint talk much!bleahs.too tired!lols.
heh.having sch tmr.should i go or should i stay at home?heh.
tiff jus msged me.ask me go meet her.should i?hmms.bleahs.oh wells.i shall leave a msg to ky peiii jayne dan pet.yeah.

When you need a hand to hold,
Ii will extend mine.
When it is dark and you are lost,i will always be near.
When you are crying,i will dry your tears
When you are afraid, i will calm your fears.
When you need an escape,i will give you a place to hide
When you feel there is no one else,i will stick by your side
When you need help,all you have to do is to call my name.
And when you change, i will love you just the same.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/22/2003 07:00:00 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

Simple plan- Perfect

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/21/2003 08:18:00 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2003

wth.
i dint even say you accusedme of deleting your blog?i said you accused us of deleting your blog?wth.AND ABT ME TRYING TO SEEK ATTN FROM PET,I HEARD IT FRM PPLE THAT YOU SAID TT?OH MY GOD.YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF ASSUMING?i dint even assume?is i HEARD!!!!get it right.YOU GAVE ME YOUR PASSWORD BEFORE!!you want me to say out your password here??bitch.okay fine.you dont bitch.but you complain.isnt it the same?you complain so much abt donn and me?and abt me.you cpmplained abt me.but why didnt you tell me?at least i will know and change right?you complain abt that person and later you are nice to that person.isnt that called two facing bitch??HYPOCRITICALS!!!everytime i hear abt such things,you make my blood go for a adrenaline rush.IRRITATING SUCK MY BLOOD!!im glad you know that your character is like this?GO AND WORK ON IT!!YOU HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO RIGHT??WHO say i dont know you well enough?i even know your life story can?haven you being telling pple abt your FOUR MIN THING??wake up larh!!!!you think i dont know you have been telling pple abt your four min thing?GET REAL BITCH!!wanna slap you big time but i dont want to dirty my hands!!HAHA!TRUE FRIENDS ACCEPT EACH OTHER FOR WHO THEY ARE.THEY DONT GO ARD COMPLAINING!!THESE ARE NOT CALLED TRUE FRIENDS!!GET IT BITCH?UNLIKE YOU.COMPLAIN QUEEEN,DRAMA QUEEN!!DONT DRAMALAMA!!YOUR ACTIONS ARE SO INTIMIDATING.NO WONDER EVERYBODY DISLIKES YOU.so what if im a bitch?im THE BITCH!!at least i admit it!!!you are a COWARD!!you are unhappy with a person,tell her straight in her face.you dont need to go ard telling pple?ya what.i heard from pple what.THE THREE PPLE NOT HUMANS ARH?HAHAHA.you dont even know the definition of a human.YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE A ONE TOO??HAHAHA!!KICK YOUR ARSE!!so what if pple say abt me?i know!!I RATHER NOT BE LIKED FOR WHO I M RATHER THAN BE LIKED FOR WHO I AM NOT.YOU NEED TO GROW UP!!GET REAL!!STOP ACTING CUTE!!!!!!lol!!you listened to my probs.yes i know.but you are always the one repeating your prob again and again?arent you tired of it?sickening!even if you are not,we are!BITCH!!all you do is cry.so what abt seeing your sis and her bf together?YOU DONT HAVE TO CRY RIGHT!!WHATS YOUR PROB?SEEING THEM REMIND YOU OF PET??HAHA.AM I RIGHT?i know you said that you cant turn back time.THE THING IS !!YOU KEEP TALKING ABT IT AGAIN AND AGAIN!!WHY CANT YOU JUST ACCEPT THE REALITY!!WHATS OVER IS OVER!!HA.I KNOW YOU SAID THAT YOU DONT WANNA TURN BACK TIME ANYMORE.SO JUST STOP TALKING ABT IT!!!I DONT LIKE PET IN THAT WAY>AND I KNOW THAT SHE WONT THINK THAT WAY.CAUSE I HAVE TOLD HER BEFORE!!AT LEAST WHEN I ASSUME THINGS,I KEEP IT TO MYSELF!!!OR I ONLY TELL ONE??ha.NO WONDER YOU HAVE SO LITTLE FRIENDS!!THEY ARE ALL DRIFTING APART FROM YOU!!THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT WE KNOW THAT YOU DONT KNOW.GO ON COMPLAINING LARH.ALL YOUR FRIENDS WHO SEE YOUR TRUE COLURS WILL DRIFT AWAY FROM YOU.CAUSE I HAVE ALREADY SEEN YOUR TRUE COLOURS!!!TWO FACING BITCH!!!STOP BEING HYPOCRITICAL AND LEAVE US ALONE!!AND NO WONDER SO MANY PPLE HATES YOU!IS JUST THAT YOU DONT KNOW!!!AT LEAST I KNOW I HAVE TRUE FRIENDS LIKE PEII JAYNE DAN SL PET THEY ALL.EVEN THEY COMPLAIN ABT ME,THEY WILL TELL ME!!UNLIKE YOU!!WHAT A COWARD YOU ARE!!GET A LIFE AND MOVE BITCH!!ITS TIME TO GROW UP!!!childish brat!!stop being an innocent!!!YOU BETTER STOP ALL THESE CRAP OR YOUR REPUTATION WILL BE TARNISHED!!JUST BE GLAD THAT WE DIDNT TELL OTHER PPLE!!!!we are showing you att because you totally deserved it BIG TIME!!so.this is also my blog waht.i have the right to say what waht i want too!!!STOP BEING SUCH A SPOILT BRAT!!!!!life is not a bed of roses.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/18/2003 01:10:00 PM

Friday, October 17, 2003

alrights.it has been loong since i last blogged!!!
oh wells.LOTs of things happened?hehs.oh wells.read someone's blog.got real pissed off?yeah?so what.now you are saying that I AM the one ASSUMING things?SINCE when?WHAT did i assume?so now you are saying that you didnt say anything?AT ALL??and please lorh?i assume what shit?what the fuck can?sighs.AS I SAID IT BEFORE.ITS NOT THAT I DONT TRUST YOU.ITS JUST THAT YOUR CHARACTER,ATTITUDE AND THE THINGS YOU DO MADE US LOSE TRUST IN YOU?!?!?GET THIS FACT RIGHT!!!YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WANTED US TO TELL YOU?AND NOW YOU ARE SAYING IM ASSUMING THINGS???AND YOU DARE TO TELL ME STRAIGHT IN MY FACE YOU NEVER SAID A SINGLE THING ABT ME???then why do i hear from PPLE that you are saying NEGATIVE stuff abt me??and STOP being so SELF-CENTERED!!!!all you do is talk abt YOURSELF and your memories.so what if its wonderful?ITS THE PAST!!!YOU cant turn back time!!oh wow.27 OCTOBER is coming!!need us to celebrate with you?open one party one anort??OH.and one thing!!TREAT YOUR FRIENDS BETTER!!!you dont have the right to tell other pple other pple's secret!i know you will say where got?right?ASK YOURSELF!!do you want me to spell it out here?STOP two-facing and betraying pple!ESP your close friends!!i wanted to trust you but when you started telling the WHOLE group of us the things abt this person,i lost trust in you.AND STOP TELLING PPLE THAT WE ARE SHOWING YOU ATTITUDE.SO WHAT IF WE ARE SHOWING YOU ATTITUDE?DO YOU HAVE TO TELL OTHER PPLE??be thankful that WE never go ard telling pple things abt you!!alright?and get this fact right.WHO IS THE ONE ASSUMING THINGS?bitch.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 10/17/2003 01:26:00 PM