Friday, June 27, 2003

Wahaha.
haven been blogging for longg!shall blog.since pple keep telling me to blog?!lols.hmms.im now alone at home.my mum dont allow me to go out today!!!!*cries*I dont know.my mum is in a bad mood today.*sighs*

Oh!i went for self-defence course today this morning!lols.i learnt akido.lols.its something like martial arts.but its for self defence!lols.its fun!but its tough!i can be a fighter!lols.bleahh.and you will only feel pain when you do those stuff?and so malu!do those stuff in front of everybody!!*hides face* -.-“ lols.me and Eileen were like so retarded?lols.me and Eileen were like slacking can?lols.but we understand and knows the step?:) and all the instructors approached us cause we were standing in the middle of no where?lols.and all the instructors always approach us?lols.will be going for the course tmr!!fun fun!haha.and I m going to meet my darling PLs later!!haha.miss them mans!esp jayne!!so so so long never see you!!haha.i think I didnt see you for like..eh…I forgot!but I think less than a week?yupz.haha.i wanna see her peeling face!!lols.she told me that her face is peeling too!lols.i wanna see!!lols.*saddistic* lols.wahahahaahah.was conferencing with my pl and pts!lols.i was damn crazy just now?lols.*screams*lols!what happen to me?lols.hmms.sorry jayne darling!!didnt get to meet you today?lols.jayne qb poh and deb went beach today.dint go.all thanks to the course.but its okay!its fun!!lols.*sighs*so many things happen ever since I last updated my this blog?yupz.only like 5-6 days only and so many things happen?lols.i shall shut my mouth now.shall not say what happened?lols.hahaha.i shall leave msgs here for some of mi friends:

To my two dearest PLs:Jayne darling!!!!wahahahahahahaha!!!!!!got miss me?wahaha.miss you you know??hahaha.bleahs.meeting you two tmr!!happy!!it will be our first pl outing!!lols.and my Danielle darling!!i wont forget you!!its a promise that we wont lose each other anymore okay?*muacks* it has been so so so so so long ever since sec one that we talk till like that.still rem how close we were in sec one?yupz.nothing will separate us up anymore yeah?*promise*love you two lots lots!

Yenyi:pts!!!wahaha.dont go and think so much okay?dont take it too seriously too!anything can always come to me one?you still have your bp,jie jie and me!!*muacks*love you lots lots!:)

Peizhen:wahahahahaah!my oink oink!are you sleeping oink oink?wahahah.excuse me.cause im crazy now?lols.im so sad.we cannot talk till late late anymore!!but its okay!haha.so happy to have you back!!:)bleahz.im crazy.dont mind me.just wanna say what I wanna say?lols.bleahz.anything you can come and tell me yeah?yupz.love you lots lots!

Audrey:wahaha.first time leaving a msg for you in my journal worh!lols.hmms.i tried leaving you a msg in your guestbook,but failed?lols.so cnt blame me!wahaha.yar!so long neva msg you liaos!so hows life?lols.hmms.i will be there for you when you need me yeah?lols,tc gal.dont know when will see you again but yups!gonna miss you too!*muacks*love you lots lots!

Kahyee:whahaha!!sitting partner!!!so sorry!!dint go out with you yest?sorry!!hahaha.hms.are you going to ask me the qns you wanna ask me on the first day of school still?lols.hmms.anyway,you still have me you know!!dont care about them yeah?*muacks*love you lots lots!

Petrina:wahaha!yoz tuna!*wink wink*lols.so long neva talk to you liaos!hows life?hope you are doing fine?lols.hmms.yupz.i know you are stressed.i understand.bleahs.just rem!ill always be here for you yeah?anything come to me?lols.you still have me!lols!:) dont know when will I see you again?so tc yeahz?miss you lots!!*muacks*love you lots lots!
ps:though you are the second last,it doesnt mean you are least impt to me?lols

ah boy:ah boy!!wahaha.though you are the last,it doesnt mean you are the least important to me!!lols.hmms.dont know whether will you read this.haha.im going crazy soon ah boy!lols.miss you lots manz!your cd still with me!!haha.that song is my bedtime song!!play til I fall asleep!!lols.dont know when will I see you again?lols.study hard okay?your N level this year?yupz.talk to me when you need me to?lols.*muackss*love you lots lots!!!lols.


Im not afraid to try it on my own.i dont care if im right or wrong.im gonna live my life the way I feel as its time for me to do it on my own.


im much stronger than before.i have learnt to be strong.i promise myself not to fall so easily.im just praying hard that I wont break my promise.*prays*im afraid that when I fall,no one to fall back on.sighs.maybe im thinking too much.*slaps myself*oh no!!my face is peeling!!!argh!!terrible!!must put moisturizer!!haha.but I will forget one!lols.hahaha.hmms.reading all my chat logs for the last month and this month one.find myself rather retarded?oh no!!:x haha.but was laughing the way through..haha.okay.shall stop here!too long liaos!:)


im addicted,im addicted to you





wheee!!im so happy!!!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 6/27/2003 10:24:00 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2003

peiii invadess!!

wheee~!haha...eh dun mind??felt bored...so decided to save ur blog??is that ok??coz u wanted to do it urself..hehs...sorry.x) err...go add the links urself la...haha...dunno who u wanted to put!=D heez...

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 6/22/2003 10:03:00 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2003

roar!!something is wrong with my blog!!!!!!!!!!!hmpf!what the hell larh.im damn fucking angry with the com man!!he came here to repair my old com what.and he is damn irritating!!lols.hmms.im giving myself 2 days for myself to think who do i miss and like?lols.lalala.it is suppose to be three.but tiff wanta me to think abt it for 2 days?lols.dont know whether enough anort?lols.hmms.so sianz.online!lols.haha.i like the song TELL ME ONE MORE TIME by GARETH GATES.nice song u know?lols.

tell me one more time
gareth gates

Come on and tell me baby...

do U believe in love
the way that I do
and when u find the one
wherever u go will travel with u
what do I say
where do I start
to pick up the pieces of your broken heart
tell me one more time
why your heart cannot be mine
look into my eyes and say
that love has gone
and I'll be man enough to walk way
tell me one more time
why your dreams cannot be mine
coz I won't believe its true
until I hear it from u
do u believe in love
there's no right no wrong, no, no,
loves just an open road
with different ways of moving on
I dare u to stay
and watch me now
leaving is taking the easy way out
tell me one more time
why your heart cannot be mine
look into my eyes and say
that love has gone
and I'll be man enough to walk away
tell me one more time
why your dreams cannot be mine
coz I won't believe its true
until I hear it from you
your my life
I want you so bad
and losing U, means losing all that I had
girl this is crazy why cant U see
your the only one
that ever mattered to me
oh baby !
look into eyes
if love has truly gone
I will walk away
tell me one more time
that U cannot be mine
no, I wont believe it
until I hear it
until I hear it from you


ps:love it!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 6/21/2003 06:47:00 PM

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When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holding on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you are here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

by blaque
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andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 6/21/2003 05:08:00 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

Love


love its a word that we’re familiar with.it’s a word that has been used repeatedly and excessively.its a word filled with deep meaning,and also a word with many meanings.and because its so vague yet complex,no two people will ever have the exact same feeling or opinion on this topic.you can love an object,love an animal,and you can also love someone.but how often do people actually mean it when they use it?

love isnt a word to throw around.It is something,a feeling,that you can never escape from.it isnt something to fool around with as you often find yourself stepping over that thin line and thus falling deep and hard into its so ever ready trap.it grows with time,but if allowed,it can also be lost with time

at times,love tortures you till you have reached the very edge,at times give you false hopes and dreams,and at times,giving you just pure giddy happiness.

when you do reach the edge,it persuades you with tempting sweetness to come back into it’s trap,once again enveloping you with a sense of security and comfort which somehow or other never seems to last.and if you do manage to claw your way out of this tangled web,it again sucks you back in,against your will,plunging you deeper into its core,drowning you.

love isnt something that you can feel and experience with every person.let alone a guy.I mean,yeah,you can love them as a friend,but loving a friend and being in love are two completely different things.they are like totally separate worlds.

when you love someone,you would give up everything and anything for them.you would give up your favourite things,along with things that you have collected for forever.you would throw out your favourite blouse and even stop doing whatevers means the most to you.you would even give up your life

love isnt something that you can escape from.when you have it,its the greatest thing in the world.you feel like everything is perfect.sunshine,laughter,smiles,the works.they all fill your bursting heart.you are smiling 24/7 and all you feel is comfort,security and most definitely,love.

but when you lose it,nothing else matters.your built up little paradise crumbles to pieces.reality slaps you across the face.draining all your emotions away and engraving its signature scar-pain.this scar lingers in every inch of you,straying through your body and mind with a smirk on its invisible face.its hand,which you will never see, pierces and stabs you every single moment with a sharp non-existent knife.you become dead to the world,and eventually,you become dead.mentally,emotionally and spiritually.the only sign of you being alive is the constant river of tears on your face.




hmms.i find this true..so true......

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 6/18/2003 07:21:00 PM

peii invades!!!
muahahahaha...boo!!!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 6/18/2003 06:21:00 PM