Sunday, April 25, 2004

wells.
im here to update my blogg!!lols.wells.this entry is specially dedicated to all my darling friends out there.
jayne,peiii,jianghan,danielle,evangeline,and especially kahyee...

hey sweeties,i know i have been bad mooding recently.yupp.i guess its due to the hot weather and inadequate sleep.heh.and i have throwing my temper everywhere.*laughs*
you know.i feel so bad after each time i throw my temper at you pple.you know even the smallest thing i will get so pek cek.hahas.i really dont know how to apologise to you pple.heh.i really hate the sudden change in me.yupp.but im feeling much much better after a good sleep.heh.perhaps it is also the stress im having that causes me to be like that.yupp.and kahyee,who kenna SO SO much from me.heh.cause she sits beside me in class and whenever i get pek cek.thats it.she gets it from me.*laughs* you know she didnt get pissed off by me but rather understand me. :)) im so glad to have a great hubby like her!hehe.jayne who gets irritated by it at times.hahas.im sorry.i know you understand that due to the bad weather,im like that.ahahas.i dont mean to throw my temper.lols.peizhen,who sometimes agitate me and sometimes cools me down.hehe.you drew a comic and yupp.it tickles me.lols.thanks for that.and though you agitate me at times,i still love you! :)) heh.evangeline,my dearest girlfriend,she understands.hahas.you know.she is such a sweetie who tries to cool me down and comfort me.hehes.thanks for your lollipopp!!iloveit.danielle,hahas.i know i have been rather mean towards you.i dont mean it.you know?i felt so bad.hehs.you know that i still love you right?lols.and last but not least,to my beloved daughter jianghan.lols.thanks for everything!! :)) iloveyou. :))

yupps.so peeps.im really sorry yeah?iloveyou pple!!*muahhhhs*

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/25/2004 12:57:00 PM



hmms.
nothing really happened this week except that i heard alot of unbelivable things!!hehe.
and i have been bad mooding.bleahh.
had orals yday.and woah.i was damn scared la!!but it turned out well i guess.ms nicole teo was my invigilator.lols.my wish came true!!hahas.its damn comfortable talking to her.our conversation is lile real conversation.lols.then after that,ky came over to my house.cause that neh neh going out with her friends aft that and she didnt want to go home.heh.had fun with her.so neh neh la she.lols.

oh.on thurs,i went out to meet jayne and tiff.bleahh.i was in school studying with my best friend and yupp went home after that and heh.i had this feeling that tiff and jayne have been missed calling me,so i called them back and they asked me to go meet them.hehe.went to meet them and yupp.felt rather awkward at first.maybe cause it has been long since i met tiff.yupp.had dinner at macs and you know.i hate meeting my outside friends when there are ij girls ard.lols.we met some ij girls in macs.lols.they kept looking.so irritating.lols.i guess they think that tiff and jayne are going.LOLS.damn funny.i called jianghan cause i miss her so she came down to meet us after her tuition.lols.then we went back to kfc.cause jianghan wanna see her cutie.then to the opposite coffeeshop cause jayne wanna eat there.hahas.after that,jianghan left for home and left me tiff and jayne.lols.we walked ard and jayne said to go to the one dollar value shop.cause she said that she is damn full and need to go there and laugh.lols.i made a fool out of myself and i swear its damn maluating.and i am not gonna say it here.lols.aiya.i just had fun there. :))

hehe.i think eating at st mics have been getting more and more fun cause of my dearest girlfriend.*laughs*i shall not embarrass her here so i shall stop.lols.

oh you know.i had this friend,no no..an acquaintance..nah.more like a stranger to me,who seems to be living in her own self-deceived world!lols.she is damn bhb and she thinks she is really pretty man.i felt so disgusted after hearing it.lols.i really hate pple who thinks they are pretty and in actual fact,they arent.lols.she really thinks that my best friend likes her man!aiyo.my best friend plays too much le!lols.you know she had been telling everyone that my best friend likes her and i think its so disgusting!!she really thinks that she deserves my best friend's love when i dont even think she does!cause like hello?look at yourself in the mirror la!nah.i think better not.cause the mirror might just crack and you might contaminate the mirror!lols.just wake up from your damn lala world la!stop fantasizing!i feel so ashamed that i have such a schoolmate.sighs.i actually pity her.cause she is deceiving herself.you know she is damn hypocritical and what i heard you have done recently really boils my blood!!she is such a bitch i swear!!

hahas.she has an anti ************* club and so many pple actually joined that club!lols.from sec ones to fours.i didnt know so so many pple hates her.lols.she deserves that by the way.cause who ask her.offended so many pple with her stinking attitude!you suck.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/25/2004 12:56:00 PM



Sunday, April 18, 2004

hahas.i just gave evan and jianghan a superr long testimonial!!hahas.so sweet of me.yupp.gonna go out to study later.so shall make this a short one.had ss workshop yday.so boring.was late for the workshop and coincidentally,girlfriend was late too.with gillian.heh.so we walked into the class late.bleah.then finally the workshop ended.hur.hit town and yep usual stuff.shop ard.lols.but didnt stay there for long.cause its bloody hot there.so yupps.went home after town and wanted to go out to study.but so tiredd and lazy.heh.yepp.so busy now.

alrights.oh!!somethhing funny happened on thursday.it was during english lesson.mrs nics asked us to practice our oral.i am sitting beside kahyee so i had to partner her.yupps.then she wanted to smell crave.so i gave her my physics book.then mrs nics saw her doing that and gave her the weird look and said "smelling the book wont help.."lols.it made the class laugh.hehe.and it made me laugh so so much!!!lols.yupp.alright.

you know i watched this show it says that life is like climbing a mountain.you wiill tend to have setbacks.so we must learn hw to overcome this setbacks,cause when we reach the top,we will see things in a better perspective.lols.so life will be beautiful.hahas.meaningful right?i m sharing this to all my friends out there who are sad/stress..yupp.this is going out to you.im trying to get this into my head.lols.alrights.i got to go le. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/18/2004 12:28:00 PM



Monday, April 12, 2004

rights.my chi prelims tmr.and im still here.not asleep yet.naughty me.nahh.i cant sleep.i dont know why.maybe cause im alone in the room.hahas.and all the scary things.lols.im rather scared for my prelims.didnt study all the words.hahas.heck.hmms.was out studying with jh peii jayne and qb once again.hahas.yupp.got quite a no of funny things that happened there.heh.and obviously.they cant stop suaning me.poor me.lols.alrights.i think i m gonna turn in soon.yupp.heh.all the best to all prelims pple!! :)


oh you know.there is this bitch that makes me puke.she is damn detestable.i hate her.she thinks she is damn pretty la!she doesnt even have the right to say that pple are ugly.she is in love with my best friend and guess what?she hates us cause WE keep saying things abt her liking my best friend.like hello?????WE WERENT EVEN TALKING ABT YOU LIKING MY BEST FRIEND.we talk about you.all the disgusting yet childish things you do.maybe she likes to be put together with my best friend.lols.dream on la.bitch.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/12/2004 12:49:00 AM



Friday, April 09, 2004

ohh!!!my belt kenna cut.damn. :( and i must say i had a damn sway day yesterday! :(

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/09/2004 07:36:00 PM



[Verse 1]
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/09/2004 07:33:00 PM



im in love with this song!!lols. ANGEL BROUGHT ME HERE. lols.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/09/2004 07:17:00 PM



rights.just came back from entertainment macs not long ago.studied just now.prelims this mon.so scared.sighs.so fast.graduating this year.hahas.10 years in ij.bleah.hmms.i got two blisters!its healing soon.all thanks to my dearest best friend! :) so sweet of her.to give me and kahyee so plaster thingy for blister.yupp.and gonna run tmr.i dont want.sobs.hahas.anyways.im gonna eat me dinner le.yupp.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/09/2004 07:17:00 PM



Thursday, April 08, 2004

sighs.i m in class now.so lonely.i guesss i have come too early.they are having cath.and im in class.lols.

i dont know.it seems like i got agitated when i read someone's blog.hmms.i am wondering is that what you say to everybody.i dont know.i guess im right.i m so silly to actually listen to all your sweet nothings.sighs.fuck.you suck.i hate you.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/08/2004 08:07:00 AM



Sunday, April 04, 2004

pissed. :(

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/04/2004 01:50:00 PM



ahh.im fucking pissed with my sister.she is damn fucking selfish i swear.grr.sighs.and she actually invaded my privacy.fuck.looked through my stuff!so childish!argh.i shant let her spoil my mood today.*deep breathe*

hmms.i haven been coming online for like years!hahas.all thanks to someone.bitch.hahas.and yes jayne.IM UPDATING NOW!!lols.hmms.went for the band concert yesterday.bleahs.it was great.i tot i would fall asleep.but i was wrong.heh.its damn nice!hahas.and yeah.but sad to say.saw some fucked up pple there la.heh.she is so damn childish and hypocritical i swear!lols.she is so bhb man!cant stand her!hahas.alright.before the concert,we headed to town.hahas.took neos and shop ard.hahas.the usual.and met my two darling girlfriends and had dinner with them.had kfc.yupps.then we were late so we hurried off to esplanade to meet my ah ma and ah gong!!hahas.HAPPY ONE YR ANNI AH MA AND AH GONG!!STAY SWEET AND LOVING YEAH??LOVE!lols.yupps.then after the concert,we began walking ard.raffles,sun tec..yupp.hahas.we dont wanna go home.cause its too early.yupps.heh.went home at ard hmms. 11 plus?heh.

rights.oh!thanks everybody for your wishes and presents!!lols.i love my butterfly top!its so PRETTTTTYYY!!lols.jayne peiii jh they all and all so sweet!!!bought me a cake even though my birthday passed so long ago.lols.thaks peeps!lols.oh!and to the guides pple too!thanks for the cake and the card?lols.yupp.love it.heh.

oh!i also love my new eyeshadow!!hahas.it looks white.but actually its blue when you apply.lols!!jayne peii jh dan they all know me so well!!lols.okayy.i shall go read blogs le!till then! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 4/04/2004 01:39:00 PM



the girl____*

name//chuamingjie.
sch//chijtp.
age//16.
email//reminiscent_@hotmail.com
Her feeling she hides
Her dream she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place

my friendster.
my fridae.
old journal.
seoul.
grad night 2004.
at my house.
outings '04.
outings '04. .ll.
christmas 2004.
thetwonightswespendtgt.
valentines'day2005.

hate____*;

[[fucked up bitches]]
[[backstabbers]]
[[hypocrites]]
[[liars]]
[[unreasonable pple]]
[[selfish pple]]
[[self-centred pple]]
[[exams]]

love____*

[[blue]]
[[white]]
[[black]]
[[blue roses]]
[[chocolates]]
[[mocha ice blended]]
[[ice cream]]
[[all my friends]]
[[pool]]
[[shopping]]
[[slacking]]
[[sleeping]]
[[laughing]]
[[cool water women]]
[[hanging out with friends]]

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