Sunday, November 30, 2003

alright. i dont know whats wrong with me. im feeling - . yeah. why am i feeling this way? sighs. i dont know. grrr. dont know dont know dont know. i feeling damn -. hur. i dont know why. i feel lonely here. alone. maybe one reason why is because im alone at home by myself. i dont know. whats wrong? i m getting agitated easily. during guides everthing. thats why i usually vent my anger during guides. and shout and everything. as in i dont shout for no reason. but i shout at them during footdrill and stuff. grr. sobs. im eating chcolate now. cause it helps me to be happy and everything. heh.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/30/2003 08:31:00 PM

yawns.
i am superr tiredd!! lols. just finished watching the vcd jayne lent me. lols. the show is so damn interesting. lols. it may not be so interesting, but to me, it is. its very weird la. i dont know how to explain. its about these two families. they exchanged parents and stuff and they decided to stay together. haha. then the daughter and the son fell in love with each other. haha. aiya. its hard to type it all out here. if i type out everything here, it will be too long. i might as well write an essay man!! lols. oh wells. im looking for a nice template. but i dont seem to be able to find a really nice one and one that suits me. lols. alrights. i shall go and ind for a new temp and yeah. to read blogs too!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/30/2003 02:46:00 PM

Saturday, November 29, 2003

heh.
back from jayne's house. went her house to collect the vcd. haha. im gonna watch it now. so ciaos pple!! lols. miss you lots!!! hehe. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/29/2003 10:54:00 PM

*sighs*
had sec four farewell today. though it didnt turn out really sucessful, cause the sec fours didnt cry at all? yeah. and was quite disappointed with the no of sec fours that turned up? hmm. let me count. there are only 9? pathetic right? cant blame them.the thing is in the morning, so im sure they are lazy to wake up so earlyy for guides. oh well. cant blame them. :) but yeah. had fun during guides la. hmms. then after guides, me and eileen stayed back for a while. its like our LAST time staying back together after guides for no apparent reason? yeah. those were the days.. *sighs* i brought my radio to school cause they asked me to. and yeah. we were playing sappy sappy sad songs. was thinking alot at that moment till i fell asleep. hmms. i was feeling damn down and the happy memories that i had with my friends flowed back. those were the times that i treasured most and loved most. some memories maybe the last time im gonna have. what to do? i just miss all my friends. *sighs* i shall leave some msg for my friends..

petrina: hey tuna. oh wells. how are you? hope you are fine. well. sad to say, we will be separated next year. will be in diff block. sighs. though i dont show, you are someone i really care alot, someone im really worried for [cause you always get yourself into troubles]. and most of all you are my ONE AND ONLY best friend and someone i treasure alot. im rather indifferent this year. i am sorry. maybe we wont be spending time with each other next year, since this year, we didnt really spend much time together as much when we were in sec 1 or 2? so thank you for those times that you made me smile, laugh, cry, and those happy memories. really appreciate it. :) and last but not least, i cnt always be there for you next year. i mean i will be here for you. but not always. cause we will be in diff block? yeah. so yeah. take real good care of yourself yeah? and promise me to study hard next year? alright? and one more thing!! MUST rem to smile!! get what i mean? :) heh. maybe this whole thing may sound crap to you, but these are the words i wanna say to you from the bottom of my heart. yeah. if you need someone to talk to, you can always come to me [if you want]. alright? hmm. and yeah. i will miss you tons. or rather missing you already. lols. loving you always. muackss!! :) [ps: hope that our friendship will still be as strong as before next year!!]

*takes deep breathe..*
lets continue..

jayne: hey hey darling pl!! hmms. we will be in the diff block next year? so sad. sighs. but im sure we will meet up and go out right? haha. its only the hols. and im already missing you. and plus we met up like on last sun? yeah. you can guess how much i will miss you next year right? hmm. just wanna let you know that you are someone i REALLY treasure. i know you always say that i always pangseh you for pet. im sorry. but i really do treasure you. :) someone i do care for, but you always seem to keep your secrets to yourself[i know you well enough to say that]. alright. next year, i maybe seeing lesser of you than this year, so take good care of yourself yeah? and we will meet up during the exam period to study kaes? and to see your raa-yan. lols. if you really need someone to talk to, you can always come to me yeah? haha. although i know that most of the time, you keep all your stuff to yourself. so dont be selfish and share kae? lols. so yeah. i will miss you lots!! loving you always. muackss!! :)

kahyee: haha. my hubby. someone who is always there for me when i needed someone to talk to. she is super nice and super sweet i must say[no no pple.dont think that way..thanks]. lols. what am i doing? im like writing a testimonial!! lols. when im suppose to leave a msg for you. hmms. saw you just now during your trainning!! you look damn S-E-R-I-O-U-S!! lols. we got closer together this year. and i thank god that i found you. lols. [so mushy]. hmms. thanks girl for being there for me? making me laugh and everything. i will be seeing you next year. and hope that we will be sitting together next year? haha. dont care. we have to sit together!! lols. missed sitting with you though. hmm. i know there are times when i got real buay tahan. haha. you have a high level of tolerance. thanks for tolerating me[cause i always hit you]. lols. and yeah. you are so fun to play with!! so nice to BANG you. lols. oh wells. if you need someone to talk to, come to me!!the super woman will save you! lols. [rubbish]. alrights. hope to see you soon? loving you and missing you always. muackss!!

peiii: hey hey pei pei. lols. my oink oink. hmms. thanks for being there are me? yeah. i know there are times when we both get pissed off with each other[right?]. hmm. but i really wanna thank you for being such a great friend and stuff. though you are straight forward, there are times that you are too straigt forward that it hurts me. you dont know right? haha. cause i dont show. hmms. really treasure you and love you as my friend. my confidante. lols. hmm. will be with you next year. and i hope that our friendship will still be as strong as before? yeah. heh. oh wells. if you really need someone to vent your anger on or someone to talk to, you will always come to me. alright? haha. rem this. loving you always. muackss!!!

dan: flirting partner!!where did you die to? so long never hear from you ever since sunday? lols. oh wells. how are you? hmm. you are welcome!![ i mean on that day.. you called me abt that thing.. rem?] lols. and yeah. you can always come to me and talk whenever you need to? yeah. and yeah. thnks for listening to my complaints abt her. yeah. you should know who if you are smart enough. lols. oh wells. hope you and her will really last? lols. and last but not least, thanks for everything. :) loving you always. muackss!!


alright. im finally done with it. phew. these words are what i really wanna tell you pple. they are from the bottom of my heart. yeah. and to the reat of my friends, take care and ilu. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/29/2003 04:37:00 PM

Friday, November 28, 2003

alright.
i have been online nearly the whole day.haha
shall zao off liaos.cause i wanna watch my nezha!lols.
and its in 10 mins time!!oh nooo!!!lols.alright peeps.take care!!!
:)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/28/2003 10:22:00 PM

whee~!!
im so happy??you wanna know why?haha.
cause my older is in malaysia right now.
with sam and his friends.lols.
that means this com is gonna be mine for a few days!!lols.
she is always hogging on the com and the phone.
so annoying right?lols.
oh wells.burned all the cds for the sec fours liaos.only left the decos..
so hard to think!!lols.i dont know how to deco it.haha.
and i think the video we made is N-I-C-E!!lols.oh wells.i shall read blogs now.shall blog more later!!
till then, tc!!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/28/2003 03:37:00 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2003

roar.feeling grouchy.cant find the stuff i want. hmpf!! :(

wells.was talking onn the phone with my hubby.she is having chalet with the netballers.hope she is having fun.grr.going popular now.to but the stuff i need.gotcha go!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/27/2003 07:03:00 PM

*coughs coughs*
feeling so sick. :(
got cough,cold,and had a fever last night. :(
oh wells.last sun went for the confirmation.its a pity that pet didnt wear skirt.cause i wanna see her in skirt.lols.
but yeah.they all look great. :)
after that went out with ah ma,ah gong,peiii,jayne,qb,binny dear,hubby and my flirting partner.heh.
enjoyed myself. :)
oh no!!the campfire is like only next week.and im panicking alot.hmms.i will be in school on the 1 2 3 4 5 of dec.tmr got guides and sat too.hmms.but not going tmr.falling sick. :( so many things to do!!*big gulps*
sighs.oh!!peiii peiii!!sorry!cant go ikea with you today!!im sorry dear!!heh.feeling sick plus i have so many things to do for
sec four farewell,so cant go with you.forgiven yeah? :)

*coughs coughs*

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/27/2003 05:45:00 PM

Saturday, November 22, 2003

Say Goodbye

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

[chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, stnding on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/22/2003 08:21:00 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2003

heh.
pz is in my house right now.cause her hse too noisy.having renovation upstairs.heh.supposed to study but yeah.we ended up using the com!!lols.as usual.hmms.went sentosa on tues.with jayne peiii dan cass poh and qb.lols.NO SUN at all can??sobs.but yeah.i enjoyed myself.hmms.and yeah.had guides yday till 5!!so super tired can?hmms.and oh!!!i read smtg!!!you are so horrigible!!!so disgusting can?bitch.and yeah another thing.dont be such a copycat.go get a diff temp can?thanks.yeah.i missing pple.my peng yous!!lols.i miss you friends!!lols. =D x) :) =P hao ke ai wor.peizhen rox!!WHEE~


pz is mad!!!!!lols.okays.having guides tmr again!sighs.till 4 i guess?lols.pat ho tan suxs!!!want me to re draw the sketch for her.hmpfs!oh wells.so many things for me to do.so busy!!!lols.changed my javascript.got more stuff now!!hehe.alrighty.shall blog later!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/20/2003 06:07:00 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2003

leaving a msg to my darling girlfriend:girlfriend!!thanks for being so understanding.love you to the bits.but yeah
why you dont wanna come for guides?oh wells.i have done my job.the decision is yours.but yeah.try your best to come yeah??lols.miss you and love you!!muackss!!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/16/2003 02:23:00 PM

Its has been long since I last blog??was rather busy.had guides,peer support.yeah.got to go back to school like nearly everyday??might as well just camp in school.yeah.wells.read something.rather grossed out.[[you]] are so disgusting.desperate mans.oh!so everything is all my fault larh??gr.so pissed with [[you]].feel like scolding you.ask you to wake up??ah.so stress!!everything is going wrong!!like woah.people thinks that I like [[her]]??since when??dont really like it.i look as if I like [[her]]?haha.NO.i don’t like [[her]].at all.she is just my friend.get it??i wanna stay neutral larh.for the time being.at least.yeah.people used to think that I like kahyee.since when I like her??she is my good friend.my hubby.someone I can trust.a lot.someone I love[[as a friend]].guess I have to be anti social man.whoever I know I will like larh??no.i am not like somebody.oh.not to forget.people also thinks that I like pet.until now i think still got some people thinks that I like her.she is my best friend.my tuna.someone I trust a lot.someone I love too[[as a friend]].how can I like her??liking her once is enough.shall not elaborate more.grr. :(
Woah.feel better after throwing it out here.though not all.but yeah.im super pissed off now.


[[Monday]]
had guides.did structure and stuff.poh yee came for guides.then after guides,went for peer support.peer support was fine.haha.had chicken rice for lunch on that day!!yum yum!!i ate two box of chicken rice??haha.such a pig.lols.but cannot blame me what.the chicken rice damn delicious what?lols.what more I love chicken rice.lols.oh.not to forget.i saw my hubby and my tuna!!lols.missed them so much man.lols.


[[Tuesday]]
had peer support.ah lan came for peer support.lols.met her and ron in the morning and oh!!coincidentally,I met Danielle at the bus stop too!haha.missed my flirting partner mans!!was waiting for ron with sL then met dan.lols.oh.i had a bad cramps on that day.the worst cramp I ever had!!lols.so sway!!haha.the seniors were playing water.and I couldn’t play!! :( lols.


[[Wednesday]]
had guides.felt so lonely there.cause deb didn’t come on that day.and I cant clique well with the rest of the PLC except Erika.cheryl came.but I cant possibly be talking to her all the time.so luckily,poh came!!lols.then after guides,poh,ron,cheryl and me went to eat lunch.then went town to walk walk for a while.supposed to meet peiii to go to the gym?lols.was too tired to work out.so I told her to postpone it.then that Cheryl tan suddenly say she wanna play mahjong.so we went back to toa payoh to my house to play.then at ard 6 plus,they wanna go eat.so went to tpc and met deb.went long johns.then kane and deb’s friend came.didnt eat cause i felt so damn full from my lunch.


[[Thursday]]
lols.met peiii.we went to the gym at the toa payoh stadium.felt so pai seh cause NEARLY ALL OF THEM ARE GUYS!!!!and some more got quite a no of professional and macho guys working out??felt so weird.and there was a Indian man,I guess he is ard our age,act macho and professional can?lols.then also got this lady,she was using the threadmill.you are suppose to run on the threadmill right??guess what?she was completely walking on the threadmill?lols.we continued working out.lols.felt so good after working out!!lols.then after working out,we went tp macs.haha.we saw raa yan.lols.called jayne!! :p lols.had a feeling that sL will be there,so we went in.and true enough,she was there.lols.then went home.


[[Friday]]
had guides again.poh didn’t come today.lols.so only me and deb.did GOH.and yeah.we ended guides early today.then had PLC meeting.was so damn pissed off man.i am starting to don’t like some of the people there.after that,they wanna eat KFC.but me and deb don’t want.so the both of us ate macs instead.then kane came.oh my gosh.felt so bright there!!lols.then we went somewhere.then kane felt like eating,so went back to macs again.lols.then went somewhere again and yeah.after that,went home.lols.


Its the hardest thing
Ill ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I dont love you
I know we ll meet again
Fate has a place
So you can get on with your life
Ive got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr Zhivago
All my love Ill be sending
And you will never know
Cause there can be no happy ending..

Nice??lols.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/16/2003 02:20:00 PM

Saturday, November 08, 2003

oh great.my mood got worst.read something that i think im not supposed to read.haha.got to find out so many things from there.its getting on my nerves again.but wells.i wont say much here.grr.it is making me confused too.grr..

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/08/2003 04:38:00 PM

argh.im so pissed.bitch.why do you always want things your way?bitch.
yes.you so understand me man!!and thanks for 'understanding' me.stop being so angelic!my god!it is making me puke!
right.im under alot of stress.campfire coming.sighs.so busy with structure.bleahs.oh wells.no mood to blog.
shall go read blog now.
yeah.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/08/2003 04:13:00 PM

"If You Come To Me"

So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you got tour love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Through out all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Hey there dont you know
You gotta slow down before you know
You gonna brake down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be
A little helpful when you think of me
A little careful when you're close to me
Coz baby i loved you from the start

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

(I love you)

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

nice song. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/08/2003 04:06:00 PM

Thursday, November 06, 2003

sighs..
i miss obs!!read pple's blog.reminded me of OBS!!sighs.i really miss that place.i wanna go back there.its ddamn fun!!!i wanna kayak!!kayaking rules!!lols.
OBS!! OBS!! OBS!! OBS!! RAWKS!!
but i miss obs.. :(

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/06/2003 06:45:00 PM

haha.oh wells.i dont know why.feeling rather down with no apparent reason?yeah.oh wells.let me talk abt yday first before i proceed to today..
haha.took back my results!!sighs.a bad one.supposed to retain... :( but yeah.luckily ms tan gave me a chance and advanced me?yeah.lucky me!haha.but i still fail overall?sighs.i tot my parents will scold me?but they dint.haha.they just ask me to study hard.haha.then my mother knows that im hungry.so she asked me to share the food with her??haha.was damn touched.first time sharing food with me mother??as in together...sighs.haha.okok.

lets talk abt today.had guides today??lols.its damn lol lorh.me and deb were like laughing away??lols.and cheryl tan was there!!lols.haha.rather suprised that she came??lols.we were doing structure!!haha.fun fun!!lols.ha lunch with deb cheryl erika and nat ho after guides?went tp macs to eat.haha.after eating,erika and nat ho left.left me deb and her.yeah.we went somewhere then soon kane came.then for awhile,deb left.haha.left me and cheryl.lols.we started talking and stuff.was persuading her to come for guides more often?yeah.haha.we were rather retarded.walked ard int??haha.was talking and walking.she is so rubbish.lols.oh wells.haha.tmr got training camp!!!haha.oh wells.ok ok.i shall go read blogs.heh.
sighs.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/06/2003 06:25:00 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

heh.was bored.took ths frm pple's blog to do..here it goes!!

MY:

/Name: Chua mingjie
/Piercings: have have!!three!!two on left side and one on right side.
/Tattoos: no tattooss!!!but i got lots of scars!!and mosquito bites!!is that counted??lols
/Height: 172 cm [[ wish i could be shorter..sighs]]
/Shoe size: Seven??..so dua!!!!
/Hair color: Black lorh!!hmpf!!!but i like poh's hair colour!!nice nice!! :)
/Siblings: one elder[[she sucks]] and a younger one[[she irritates the hell out of me]]

Last:

/Song you listened to: Hehe!!what else besides SHI XING FENG????lols. [[[play it everytime i switch on my com!!]]]
/Song that was stuck in your head: lols.stupid qns!!obviously SHI XING FENG!!lols
/Cd you bought: dont know lehs.it has been long since i last bought a CD!!
/Person you've called: haha.PEII PEIII!!!!lols.was talking to her just now!!lols.

Do:

/You have a crush on someone: *ahem* nope.lols
/You wish you could live somewhere else: yarh!!i want!!i want to rent a apartment then ask my beloved friends live with me!!!! x)
/You think about suicide: heh.im not that stupid.i dont.life is precious!!!haha.wo kai qiao le!!lols. :)
/You believe in online dating: arhhh??nope!!
/Others find you attractive: eh...no!!i think im ugly myself!!lols
/You want more piercings: yarh!!!suppose to pierce with danielle!!!! :)
/You like cleaning: NO!!!!thats the reason why my room and my table is always messy!!lols.
/You write in cursive or print: print i guess!!haha.i love my handwriting!!its nice!!dont you agree??*sticks out tongue*

For or against:

/Long distance relationships: eh..im against it!!haha.feelings will definitely fade!!lols.
/using someone: ..obviously against!!i dont use my friends!!they are all my precious!! :)
/Suicide: eh...against!!haha.why commit suicide??
/Killing people: im against it!!BUT!!unless i hate that person alot!!lols*evil laugh*
/Teenage smoking: AGAINST!!!!lols.i myself dont smoke!!and i dont like smokers!! =x
/Gay relationships: haha.gays??as in what??lesbians..im okay.but gays??*chokes*..im against it!!
/Soap operas: ??stupid qns!!lols.i dont like operas larh.

Have you:

/Ever cried over a girl: yea..lots i must say.lols
/Ever cried over a boy: ?!..*thinks hard* i dont think so. :)
/Ever lied to someone: YES!!haha.my friends say i cant lie for nuts!!lols.
/Ever been in a fist fight: nah.mei you.haha.only with my elder sis!!we get real violent!!lols.

What:

/Shampoo do you use: Dove??haha.dove rocks!! :)
/Are you scared of : snakes!!!!dark??..and ghosts!!!!!lols.

Number:

/Of times I have been in love?:wait let me count..i guess 6??lols.
/Of times I have had my heart broken?: lots of time.cause i never have the courage to tell that person i like her/him.
/Of girls I have kissed? ?!haha.i think ard 4-5??lols.
/Of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? sleep??hehe.what sleep??i slept with jayne before!!lols.
/Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?..hmms.i think 7-8??
/Of times my name appear in the newspaper: nah.dont have.im not popular!!lols.
/Of scars i have on my body: woah!!countless!!my legs??haha.esp aft coming back frm obs,i got zillions??lols.
/Of things in my past that I regret?: *sighs*..zillions.. :(

Do you think you are:

/Pretty: nah..
/funny: lols.lame i must say??lols.
/Friendly: haha.only to certain pple larh.
/Amusing: haha!!!im easily amused!!!haha.cheap thrill!!lols
/Ugly: yeah!! :)
/Loveable: ?!haha..of course!!lols.*thickskin*
/Caring: yeah!!my auntie say i so caring can go be nurse!!lols.
/Sweet: haha.sweet??..dont know how to ans. *bleahs*

Favourite:

/5 letter word: Bleah.
/Actor or actress: nah.i dont go for this kinda stuff!!lols
/Cartoon: ?!hehe.i stop watching cartoon liaos!!lols. :)
/Cereal: i love honey stars,milo and koko crunch?
/Chewing gum: mint type one!!haha. :)
/Color(s): blue!!!!!black,white??lols.and HOT PINK!!lols.
/Day of week: sunday i guess!!
/Least fave day: monday!!cause monday blues!!
/Flower: blue roses!! :)
/Jewelry: huh??nah..
/Special skills/talents: haha.special skills??sleeping i guess!!lols
/Summer/Winter:prefer summer!!nice nice!! :)

Person who last

/Slept in your bed: eh??me??lols.stupid qns!!lols.
/Saw you cry: haha!!my hubby--kahyee!!lols.cried when i saw her at the jetty!!lols.
/Made you cry: eh..my problems??family problems.
/You went to the movies with: so long since i last watch movie!!haha.i guess its with sam tay and pet??lols.
/Yelled at you: more like i yell at that person??lols.
/Sent you an email: haha.friendster??lols.

Have you ever

/Said "I love you" and meant it?: yeah.
/Gone out in public in your pajamas: lols.nah.dont have.
/Kept a secret from everyone: haha.yarh.
/Cried during a movie: yeah.
/Planned your week based on the TV Guide: haha.i used to do it when i was young??
/Been on stage: haha!!when i was in pri sch!!! :)
/Been to New York: nah..
/Been to California: how i wish i could!!
/Hawaii: i want to go there!!! :)
/China: heh.so cheenafied!!pple offer i also dont want!!lols
/Canada: dont have.
/Europe: DONT HAVE larh!!!ask so many times!! hmpf!!
/Asia: haha.stupid qns!!yeah.i did.

/Wished you were the opposite sex: no!!im proud being a girl?? :)
/What time is it now? ..1617
/Apples or bananas?: Apples!!i love apples!! :)
/Blue or red?: blue!!!blue simply rocks!!
/What are you gonna do after you finish this?: haha.dont know??sleep i guess!!lols
/What was the last meal you ate?: lunch??haha.im on diet!! :)
/Are you bored?: YES.
/Last noise you heard?: mother naggin..she naggs the whole time!!lols
Last time you went out of state/province?: haha.last week!!i went for obs in pulau ubin..is that counted?lols

Friendship and Love
/Do you believe in love at first sight?: haha.yeah.
/Do you want children one day and if so, how many: i guess two??one boy one girl!! :)
/Most important thing to you in a friendship is: Trust!!

Other Information

/Thing you dislike about yourself the most: haha.i cant lie for nuts!!im a bad liar!! :(
/Worst feeling in the world: haha.the feeling not being loved in return.it totally sucks!! :(
/Who you love: kahyee,peiii,sl,dan,jayne,pet,and my girlfriend!!--evan<--these are the pple im really close to.. :) i love them lots!!
/Who i miss: all my friends!!i wanna see them!!lols

You

Nickname(s): hmms..mj?ah ming,ming ming,xiao ming,da ming??lols.
How old do you look?: 15??ahaha.cause im 15 yr old??lols
How old do you act?: hahha.some pple say im a lil girl.lols.but i guess 15??
Braces?: nah.supposed to.made appointment and everything.but dodnt go.cause too lazy?lols
Do you have any pets?: haha.dont have.but i got two fishie at home!!
You get embarrassed: haha.everytime!!lols.i always malu myself!!!*malu*
What makes you happy?: haha.im easily satisfied!!lols.
What upsets you?: hmms.when pple lies to me??betrays me??yeahs.

Finish the sentence:
I Love to: what else besides sleeping??lols
I Miss: my friends!!!!!cant wait to see them tmr!! :)
I Wish: that i will get promoted??!!dont wanna retain!!studied so hard?? :|
I Hope: i will pass!!! :(
I'm Annoyed by: my mother!!!!nag and nag all day!!lols
I Am: a retard!!!!
I Want to Be: myself!!I rather not be liked for who i m rather than be liked for who i am not..
I Would Never: ?!haha.dont know??
I am Tired of: doing this!!!!! :|

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/04/2003 04:43:00 PM

Monday, November 03, 2003

haha.so happy!!!!*some missing texts* shant say why..lalala.happy happy me!!lols.oh wells.i gtg!!!*beams with joy*

andipromisethatyou'll
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at 11/03/2003 07:53:00 PM

haha.tuna saes she fixed it herself liaos.lols.okay so now im free?lols.hmms.bored bored!!haha.i know!!i shall go tag my hubby's blog!!lols.

oh!!i know what to say.last night,i had a weird dream!!!i dreamt that i was att to someone??oh my gosh!!!!it was someone i know.but im not close to that person*some misssing texts*lols.i dont even know whos that person btw.lols.but the dream was damn sweet can??haha.i could even feel that feeling of being loved and loving someone?i didnt wanna wake up from my sleep can??lols.probably i just miss my att life.lols. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
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at 11/03/2003 07:15:00 PM

haha.oh wells.so tired.had guides today.yeah.hmms.oh yeah.i miss obs..sobz....

i swear i suck at addding pics in here!!!bleahs.oh wells.i will figure it out some how.

oh wells.shall go and fix my tuna's blog now...:)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/03/2003 05:36:00 PM

Saturday, November 01, 2003

hey hey!!pple im back!!!!LOLS!!hmms.OBS is so damn fun!!i miss obs so much!!lols.oh wells.i miss obs and my instructors!!haha.the instructors there are nice pple and lame can??haha.so funny!!lols.i kenna residential.was disappointed.but it wasnt that bad.we did like almost everything the mobile pple does but the only thing is we sleep in bunks??lols.the mgs pple were our buddy watch.nice pple. :) hehs.im not tan!!!!hmpfs!!!!rain everyday can??and oh!!i ve got lots of mosquito bites!!!!so disgusting!!lols!!but!!I MANAGED TO SURVIVE THROUGH THIS OKAY PPLE!!!!lols.kayaking in the rain and my boat got capsized.the current drift us away from the shore??lols.heh.my grp pple consist of quite a no of nerddy pple!!lols. =x but yeah.they arent as nerdy as i thought they are??chang xi,ron,van paranjothy,hazel,jess and me are always together,laughing and bitching!!lols.*winks* wont forget the time when we got *lost * in the jungle!!lols.so funny!!!lols.oh wells.missed the laughter though.hmms.oh.saw my hubby at the jetty?lols.missed her so much!!:) haha.then at tp mrt,i met jayne and peizhen?lols.missed them so so much!!then we went macs to eat cause im deprived of fast food in pulau ubin?lols.oh wells.later going out with poh,jayne,qb,peii(i think) and colinn.bleahs.going bugis!lols.and oh!!!!I MISS YOU PPLE!!!!!!muackssssss!!!!!!!!CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU PPLEON WEDNESDAY??LOLS. :) and oh!!!im in love with this chinese song by shan wei!!lols.shi xin feng!!liked it after watching PSC night?lols.

happy belated bdae ah lan!!!!!!!!!!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 11/01/2003 03:42:00 PM