Sunday, January 25, 2004

someone just asked me this qns:if my ex and my best friend fall into the sea,who will i save first?.."didnt really want to ans and i dont know how to ans.so i asked jayne for advice.she asked me to tell her that i will throw the floats to them and swim to them and save them.then i said that.then that person said only can save one.then i consulted jayne again and she said that to tell her that i would throw the floats to them and walk away.lols.i said that and that person gave up asking me.lols.then i said that i will die with the both of them then she said cnt copy her?!lols.so lol.haha. ok ok .shall end here le!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/25/2004 11:09:00 PM



"i dont know what it is
that makes me feel like this
i dont know who you are
but you must be some kind of superstarr
coz you got eye on you no matter where you are......"

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/25/2004 09:15:00 PM



lalala.im having fun talking to my cousin!!lols. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/25/2004 05:21:00 PM



Saturday, January 24, 2004

this year aint a good year for me.just got bloody pissed off with lots of stuff that are happening or had happened.gonna mention one of them here.had some problems in guides.they are blowing the matter up and its not me and deb.we are just doing our part.i dont know why cant they just get the fact right.so now they think that whenever something doesnt goes smoothly,its our fault?grr.argh.whatever la.


sdfgasdlgjalfh'a'leryhgjkldfjgha;



*pissed*

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/24/2004 07:45:00 PM



heh.shall say something here.yeah.you are someone impt to me too!! :) heh.wells.i m closer to that someone else.but hmms.that doesnt mean that i dont enjoy myself when im with you?heh.im not a person who will pang seh you just because im closer to that someone and had fun with that someone and you are less fun then that someone.heh.yeah.glad that you are feeling alright.but if you need someone to confide to,DONT HESITATE!!you can choose to come to me. :) haha.alright?haha.yeah.you take good care of yourself kaes?dont eat so much ah!!i know you gained weight.lols. =x love you!*hugss**

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/24/2004 07:37:00 PM



whee!!just came back from my cousin's place!!heh.stayed overnight at his house and gamble and chiong.woah.lols.only 8 pple there.had lotsa fun!lols.played mahjong till 6 i the morning.hmms.i lost quite badly.. :( haha.its ok.then the next morning,woke up at 10 plus.all thanks to my vousins,made for much freaking noise that woke me up!grr.then played daidee blackjack and eveything till five plus.heh.gambled like fuck.lols.and finally im home!!! :) alright alright.i have totally no mood to write abt my day spent yday and today.heh.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/24/2004 07:27:00 PM



Thursday, January 22, 2004

hmms.we seems so distant.what happened?we used to be so close.and now,i dont even know what happened in your life.hmms.i dont blame you for not telling me.cause you got your own best friend.heh.i could tell that smtg is wrong in your life.hope that you re feeling alright now.yeah.oh wells.not trying to mean anything here.but hope that we still could be as close as what we used to be before yeaah?take care babe!love you! :)



andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/22/2004 07:30:00 PM



happy new year to all you pple!! :) haha. hope you get lots and lots of ang paos!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/22/2004 07:23:00 PM



Sunday, January 18, 2004






LOL.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/18/2004 09:38:00 PM







lols.is this true?heh.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/18/2004 09:33:00 PM



[You] were the one
Who I could tell my deepest fears

And [you] were the one
Who always wiped away my tears

When he hurt me [you] were my prince

Sent straight from above

Like a fool I never saw
[You] were falling in love

So now I’ve lost everything

Cause now [you] say
[You] are gone forever more

So who will I



Who will I run to
Who will I turn to

Now that [you] left me behind

Who will dry my tears
When I cry

Who will I run to
And who will I turn to

Now that [you] are not here
In my life



[You] were the one
I took for granted all those years

And [you] were the one
I should’ve known
It was so clear

How could I be so blind
Not to see what’s before my eyes

I’ll get [you] back here with me
If it takes the rest of my life

Cause I would do anything
Cause I want [you] back forever more



Who will I run to
Who will I turn to

Now that [you] left me behind

Who will dry my tears
When I cry

Who will I run to
And who will I turn to

Now that [you] are not here
In my life



I will gladly journey
Across the deep blue sea

If I could know
That I would have [you] here with me

I realize that I was blind
But now I finally see

I need [you] back here in my life
Oh baby can it be



Who will I run to
Who will I turn to

Now that [you] left me behind

Who will dry my tears
When I cry

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to

Now that [you] are not here
In my life



Who will be there for me

Who’s gonna rescue me

Who’s gonna share my dreams
Who’s gonna mend this broken heart




[[oh my.im in love with this song!!!!]]

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/18/2004 07:45:00 PM



[[evangeline]]yes girlfriend!!next week is short.so lets stay out of trouble alright? :) love you babe!!



[[pet]]yes yes pet.of course my song is nice!!lols.hehe.anyways,love you yeah?misss you!! :)



[[yifen]]haha.of course i got miss you!!lols!! :) love you!!take care yeah? x)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/18/2004 07:12:00 PM



heh.it has been long since i last blogged.alright.wait.lets see what can i blog. :)

lets start on friday.
hmms.i love that day.so fun.cause mrs kunna and mrs gail seow went for the self-awarness camp!! x) heh.then we were playing music in class and everything.so slack!!haha.and ms rama is nice.heh. :) had three free periods!!!so slack right? :) hehe.then had guides after school.superr tiredd.i wonder why do we have to have meetings on friday instead of saturday?why?everybody was tiredd on friday..what more its after school!!heh.and on friday,pple will rather go out then stay in that school?lols.then after guides,went for dinner wth jianghan and ron!ate long johns.yum yum.im still in love with long johns.heh.esp the fries.then there were two guys approached jianghan and asked her so her no.woah!bballers i guess.from bartley.lols.and obviously jianghan said no.heh.then walked home with jianghan[[haha.i walked home!!!]].and went i reached home,i think i was busy doing my stuff.guides stuff.hmms.arent i hardworking?lols.alright.lets stop talking abt guides.

next,lets talk abt yday[[saturday]]

whee.i love yday!!went shopping with jianghan and veron!! :) hehe.what a fruitful day!! heh.met jianghan first in tp.heh.yep.me and jianghan wore skirt.and ron wore jeans.heh.was walking ard taka.went m)phosis to buy my shopping bag!!nice nice!!i love it!! :)heh.then we were walking ard.went giordano--[[ron and jh bought clothes there]].hmms.then everywhere ard taka la.cant rem.then yeah.went esprit to find the pants i want.but dont have. :( the pants i like is really nice!! x) lols.saw this nail polish that is really nice.dont know what color is that though.then next we headed to cine.walked ard.shop ard.see nothing there for us to buy,so we headed for heeren.heh.bought hair accessories there.and yeah.took neo neos!!lols.so retarded.then we finally decided to head to far east cause jayne and peizhen at far east.heh.went guardian first.cause i wanna buy my hair conditioner.mine finished le.bought pantene hair conditioner.lol.then shopped ard level one.bought my black top there!!i like my black top!!nice!heh.i also bought a new bracelet there.its star design.heh.bought new earrings!!scissors designs and a cross design right?yeah.cant rem.oh!!cause i wanna buy a new pair of jeans.then jayne intro me to this shop.so malu ating can?they have good service.but the auntie talk so loud that pple were looking at us!!!!and the rest of them were laughing and laughing and i was tthere covering my face.not malu what.who say malu?lols.but really.they just look at you and they know your size.so pro.lols.she gave me lots of jeans to try on.and the dressing room is quite small.so it kinda HOT in there.lols.found a pair of jeans that i really like!! *smiles* yeah.heh.we were making a hell lot of noise wherever we go kaes!!not noisy what.lols.then i came into this shop.there is this saleseperson who looks like my obs instructor!!lol.oh my god.then me and ron were like thinking whether thats our instructor's bro.lols.heh.had no appetite.so didnt eat dinner but drank root beer.heh.they ate at ya kun kaya toast.the ervice there is bad!!so guys,dont do there!!lols.then walked ard sommore and it was late.and we were tiredd.so we decided to head home.heh.

wells.just came back from my house downstairs.was online and pet called me.asked me to go down and pei her.heh.went to the hairdresser.she wanna cut her fringe.lols.and now her hair is like woah!neat.but its nice la.neat. :) we walked ard my estate and yeah we only took ten minutes to walk ard.lols.this shows how small my estate is.whatmore we werent walking slow.lols.then she said she will sent me up then leave for church.we were in my lift with this other guy who lived in the 13th floor?yeah.then she suddenly said that she wanna eat roti prata.so we didnt get off at my level and the guy gave the QNS mark look.lols.we were walking to the coffeeshop and that poot suddenly says that she dont feel like eating le.*bish*poot right?lols.after walking so long she said her hunger is gone.lols.ting tong one.then yeah.she was alr late for her church.so she left.heh.


alright.this entry is superr superr long!!llols.shall end here and read blogs!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/18/2004 07:03:00 PM



Too Lost In You

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/18/2004 06:30:00 PM



Thursday, January 15, 2004

:( kenna shit from jaq yip.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/15/2004 11:50:00 PM



Tuesday, January 13, 2004

to my best bud in this world: pet :-
i love you girl!!! muacksss!!
miss you!!

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/13/2004 11:34:00 PM



changed new song.nice?lols.changed cause pple got my song!pouts. :(

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/13/2004 10:54:00 PM



yeah!!going holland v tmr!!cant wait!!!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/13/2004 10:34:00 PM



alright.
is this the second week of sch?lols.hmms.school's sucky. :( always get picked by teachers.thats a sad case. :( heh.im glad that i m sitting beside my girlfriend!!haha.i love this girl man!!so funny and BIMBOTIC!!lols.though she is a bimbo,i still love her! :) alrights.talk abt today.how sway can i get man.in the morning,when i was outside my house,i went to throw away some rubbish in my pocket.[the huge dustbin outside my house]..my money was inside too.20 bucks.i was in a hurry and was alr late,so i quickly opened the dustbin and just threw away the rubbish.then i realised i lost 10 bucks.and i just realised that i threw it away.pouts.right.then the bus take so so so long!!!!lols.could be early one lo!!drive so slow!!damn the bus driver!!fail his driving liscense man! :( met my girlfriend on the bus.heh.walked to school.wanted to wait for pz at the canteen but girlfriend said that its alr 720.so pz shld have left.so we left.haha.we were late and assembly was abt to start.so we have to run to raphaels like some mad woman.lols.then it was pe.teo peng suan said that i wear shoes like wear slippers like that.lols.we have to run ard the WHOLE school can??its WHOLEEEE!!!!!!crazy one can?not tiring what.who says its tiring.lols.but we walked when teo peng suan din see us.but haha.she saw us.but she dint say anything.heh.then yeah.i have to sit in front for geog.bleah.it sucks man.then had phys pract after sch.hmms.boring.then yeah.went town to eat with pet ky and mitch.hmms.ate Lj.yums.it has been long sincce i last ate that.i swear pet and mitch is super retarded ok!!lols.so funny.they made me laughed like shit.esp this part.we were talking abt a person.then talking abt how cool she is.then we talked abt another person.saying that she copy cat and stuff.then i said:*** is old fashion what.cause she walk home.then they started laughing.i didnt really realisd that i said something wrong.lols.then they bang me.mitch says:so i call my aeroplane here means im cool la!lols.smtg like that.cant rem.and i laughed till my stomach pain kaes!!!!lols.alright.heh.got to go scan pz's stuff le.till then!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/13/2004 10:33:00 PM



Tuesday, January 06, 2004

FUCKEDDDDDDDDDDDDD UPPP!!!
BLOGGER IS FUCKEDD UP MAN!!!!!!!!! DAMN IRRITATING!!! GRRR!!! :|

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/06/2004 12:02:00 AM



Monday, January 05, 2004

oh wells
school has started.im still on my hols mood.[as usual].lols.and its only the 2nd day of school.and i got scolded.three times.sway. :( lols.yes.mrs kunna says that im not settled?ms yip said that im not paying atttention.lols.fooling ard.and kunnna scolded me for me uniform today.grr.but all this is not too bad.but worst.im even angrier with someone.she actually reads my blog.just found out.hmms.and please.i have the right to choose who i mix ard with.thats my life.dont need you to bother.get it?and wtf.im so pissed.but i cant write it out here.cause a bitch will read it and that person will know who told me.guys,dont assume its you.cause this person is someone else.and you will be suprised its that person.alright.shall end here.school sucks. :(

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/05/2004 11:33:00 PM



Thursday, January 01, 2004

When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/01/2004 01:11:00 AM



lol
i swear i dotn know how to cook man! lols. was cooking porridge. and guess what?? i went dry!! argh!! no ffoodd le!! :( sobs. *hungry* lols. ok. planning to go tanning tmr!! haha. with jayne peii and dan!!! opps i mean today. heh. alrights! tata. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/01/2004 12:51:00 AM



ahha. HAPPY 2004 peeps!! love you babes!!! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 1/01/2004 12:48:00 AM



the girl____*

name//chuamingjie.
sch//chijtp.
age//16.
email//reminiscent_@hotmail.com
Her feeling she hides
Her dream she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place

my friendster.
my fridae.
old journal.
seoul.
grad night 2004.
at my house.
outings '04.
outings '04. .ll.
christmas 2004.
thetwonightswespendtgt.
valentines'day2005.

hate____*;

[[fucked up bitches]]
[[backstabbers]]
[[hypocrites]]
[[liars]]
[[unreasonable pple]]
[[selfish pple]]
[[self-centred pple]]
[[exams]]

love____*

[[blue]]
[[white]]
[[black]]
[[blue roses]]
[[chocolates]]
[[mocha ice blended]]
[[ice cream]]
[[all my friends]]
[[pool]]
[[shopping]]
[[slacking]]
[[sleeping]]
[[laughing]]
[[cool water women]]
[[hanging out with friends]]

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